There is so much hate in me. I always had strong sense of justice and there is so much wrong with this world. People that hold the most power are at the same time the most evil portion of population. Almost all of them have some anti-social disorder. And people buy their lies because they are charismatic.

There are so many lies and intentional comfusion in every aspect of society. For example, in modern countries women are obviously very privileged, but everyone believes it's the other way around and if you point out some evidence, you are a misogynist.

Our culture celebrates the worst aspects of human nature, as if they were virtues. Most people think using only emotions. Nobody cares what is actually true. Believing in their moral superiority, while acting in pure self interest. The hypocrisy just makes it even worse then if they were openly evil.

I feel like feminism is just one big rage bait. Maybe the whole world is a rage bait. And I every now and then get triggered into rumination. It's painful and exhausting.

I wish I could just let go, let the world be fucked up as it is and simply laugh at the absurdity.