Stbex is all over the place, has been going between we are divorcing to I want to try and make this work. She refused to sit down and have a civil conversation about the situation, came up with her list of demands for a trial separation. She’s trying to paint me as unstable and trying to deny me time with the kids. Would not budge. I told her I would file and suggest she get a lawyer.

The next day I filed, I let it slip a couple days later that I had filed. Now she is running the narrative that I wouldn’t give us a real chance. That I’m throwing everything away.

The thing is, when I tell her the reason I decided to file, she completely ignores whatever I say and circles back to how I’ve hurt her in the past.

Then she said she was telling the kids we are getting divorced, I said I want to be there, she tried to block me out but ended up making me tell them smh!!!

They honestly took it better than I expected, I mean it wasn’t a secret that we have been on the edge for a while so they probably were expecting it.

Now I’m at work, somehow thriving actually, and now I’m getting busier I’m having trouble focusing. I just want to leave work but have no where I want to go.

I’ve come close to breaking down at work a few times, I’m just dragging myself through the day to get home and deal with the stress.

She also banned me from the house on Mother’s Day which I told her I wouldn’t be there. So I got to figure out something to keep my mind occupied this weekend