Wife left me beginning of the year, right after making a big life change, we bought a house. I thought we were set for life, but then I got hit with she’s doesn’t think she can be with me because she’s lesbian. I had it all, Loving kid, loving wife, great life to come home to. But since then I have moved out and am alone. Everything in my life is controlled. I barely get to see my daughter I feel like. I still take care of everything financially. She’s looking to get something that’ll work with our kid’s schedule. But everything feels controlled now. I can’t come to the house without notice. I can’t do anything. I have to just sit and take it. We have had pretty big fights since the split because of how everything is. I hate it all, now she has someone new and it hasn’t even been 3 months. Granted it’s still new and I told her I am not funding that relationship. But overall this is all insane. I have went off a couple times because I’ll loose my cool with how much I’m just taking in. I can’t do this anymore. I live with roommates. I am very alone. But I feel like she could care less sometimes. She says she wants us to move forward but how? I have been done dirty since the beginning of this. I don’t want to do anything against her. I can’t. She’s the mother of my child. I dont know. Just venting I guess. This is all Bullshit. Some days I’m good and understanding. Then others I absolutely despise her. I’m just taking it day by day but I’m loosing my mind. We fight cause she says i make her feel like she has no control in her life and i hold this stuff against her. But I don’t. It’s her life. I just want to still be apart of it somehow. I dont know. Just tired