Today, I sent a message to my wife asking for mediation. I fully expect her to ignore this request as she has done every time I have asked her to end our marriage amicably.

I just don’t understand why this person hates me as much as she does. She has made everything more difficult than it needs to be. I fully expect her to try all the tricks with custody, finances, etc.

This is a person I spent 15 years with and while I was not always the perfect husband, I still cannot find anything that says I deserve how my ex has treated me. Nothing I did or didn’t do justifies her current behavior.