I have a very close friend whom I've had very strong feelings for almost two years. Shes known that I have had feelings for her for a while and we had talked about it before (she's turned me down before). We've had sex a couple times but she never wanted anything serious with me for different reasons. ("Don't know how I feel about you" BS like that) anyways we'd talk a lot especially these past couple months up until about 2 weeks ago. (we'd flirt a lot but only had sex a few times the whole time I've known her) anyways this past weekend we're at a small party at a friends house and we're talking and she tells me she likes someone else and wanted to tell me (which is why she hadn't talked to me the past two weeks), she says the typical stuff like I care about you, I don't want you to hate me, I feel so bad etc etc. I'm kind've drunk so I'm whatever about it I tell her it's cool and I understand. When I get home I start thinking a lot about it and just feel like shit because I had put so much time into her and do legitimately care about her (or did) anyways I send her this long text in the morning basically saying you should feel like shit, you've treated me like shit for a long time while I always went out my way for you, and you let me be led on for so long, etc etc I ended the message by saying "I know this might not mean much to you now and maybe it never will, but I have too much pride to just keep being your "friend" or whatever the fuck you wanna call it, so I think it's best that we don't talk anymore, best regards" obviously she didn't respond and part of me thinks that I let my emotions get the best of me and probably shouldn't have sent that message, while another part of me says fuck it, I meant everything in that message and It was time that I let her know. Any commentary on the situation is welcome