So, im lost at the moment, and very much in my head at all times. Always thinking what if's, about the past or the future. Im never just me, myself.

And now after reading some red pill stuff and seeing videos, im getting way more in my head when i do stuff, mainly when i try to get girls via tinder.

Back in school i was naturally witty, charming and good looking, didnt have any anxiety about talking to girls, cause i felt like i was the shit. The looks have faded, bald as fuck, and feels like my personality has faded as well.

So my question is, how do you become "yourself" again, after consuming alot of red pill stuff. I havent been the same since i got dumped by my kids mother 1.5 years ago, and it sucks. I was stupid to only focus on the life i had with her and my kid, so when she dumped me i had to start over, but i havent progressed at all though