We finalized today. I didn't think it bothered me much earlier while I was at work, but on the drive home I really got to sit with it. I'm angry, sad and filled with emotions. I don't want to go home. I wanted a beer, I told a friend where I was going and why I needed a beer today. He said he would be here, unfortunately he bailed. So here I sit drinking a beer and doing my best to not sulk.

I'm better off without her and I will grow and thrive.

Thanks for reading me beer rant.

I hope everyone going through the thick of it is doing alright. It will get better, trust me I know it doesn't feel like it. I know someone saying it doesn't help. Get up every day and power though, Dec of 24' I didn't want to do it anymore. I was done with this life and ready for the next. I was unsuccessful and got help and I'm here for the better.

Find your life raft. Your kids, friends, parents, siblings, hold on for dear life and keep going.

You will get through.