I'm 26 and I've become red pill. It's happened a lot of times now, for example i'm dating a girl and next moment she starts ghosting me..i look at her instagram and she is with a man with probably higher SMV.

My last girlfriend left me for another man. The week before doing so she was hand feeding me cupcakes and telling me about all the cool things we would be doing next month..then next minute boom..cya later. That's the definition of women nature right there..LOL

But it has gotten to the point...i almost feel depressed and emotionless.

Women are not my purpose. I value other things before that, money, my career, hobbies. BUT, Every time i'm dating a women or with a women..all i can think of is she's not mine it's just my turn. Thus, i do not care for these women. If they were to fall of a cliff the next day would I care? No... but that brings up the depressing point...dating and sleeping with women whilst being emotionless. I may as well jerk off or fuck a hooker. My heart and emotions have become so cold and red pilled.

Do you guys understand what i'm trying to say? I suppose my mental state is good as i have abundance, i don't care about rejection, don't care how good or hot a girl is, don't care if the girl i banged died the next day ..but in doing so i've become an emotional cyborg. If a women says she loves me or she is so lucky to have me so what, it's not true. It's just how i make her feel in that moment, which another man can make her feel the same way in a week, months or years later.

Does anyone kinda get what i'm saying?