Hey Ladies,

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I've been dating a few guys, for a while it seemed like I was just passing the time and enjoying lunch.. Until I stumbled upon a guy I'm really attracted to. He has a yacht, he throws parties every night, the energy is amazing, and anytime there are other women around me he makes sure they know we are together and they are respectful. The problem is he made it very clear he does not want commitment right now, because he just got out of a serious relationship, and I (feel like) I have to respect it. That said, he still pays for little things like getting my nails done, takes me to work, etc. When I spend the night with him he cooks for me, cancels all his engagements, and cuddles with me and it makes me fee special. When we are apart, I made it clear to him that since we are not in a relationship I am still dating and he cant argue with that because only God know what he's doing when I'm not with him. I told him recently that I can't see him this Sunday, because I'll be on a date... He was angry and said I'm not because he doesn't want me with other men. YET he has not expressed that he wants to be committed himself. Lately I've noticed that when I text him he will call me either right away or within the hour without texting me back. When I get aggressive with him and demanding (inside I cringe because its not my human nature) but surprisingly, he complies. Last night we spoke and I told him I want to see him today, he said he has a lot of business to do but he will carve out time for me. I called him again when I returned home (because we speak throughout the day everyday) and he pushed me to voicemail, texting "I'll call you right back" Not even 5 minutes later, hes reporting live from a yacht party that he's hosting, meanwhile he can't call me back. I feel lonely, annoyed, and strangely attached. I spend time with other guys, with more promise, better views, better food, and in the back of my mind I'm thinking of him. I spend time alone, and in the back of my mind I'm thinking of him. The sex isn't even spectacular... Its the sense of community at the marina and the camaraderie between all of the guys and their boats. When we get to the middle of the water, they tie all the boats together and we have a party with anywhere from 6-30 boats, jetskis, private islands.. If I were him I'd be single too! Im not even asking for a committed relationship I just want him to call me back when he says he is... I feel stupid typing this lol

Someone help me figure this one out please