I figured I should come clean and confess my sins here. I met a girl several months ago, while not trying to, and she seemed like "one in a million". She was so sweet and supportive and never gave me any crap. She just adored me, or at least acted like it.

She had just gone through a separation with her ex-husband. I knew that is often trouble, and they aren't thinking straight at that time, but fools rush in where angels fear to tread...

So cut to seven months later, and out of nowhere, she says she wants to end it, with all these excuses why that are dishonest and that I easily refuted. She basically blamed me for things that I did wrong or didn't do, but none of them really made sense...some where simply absurd.

So after talking to her for awhile, I finally get her to confess that she met, and cheated on me with, some guy on a business trip this past weekend and she wants to pursue things with him. This is after several months of us getting so close (I thought) and making plans, etc. But she got tired of me and was unsatisfied and decided to trade up, and there you go.

And I never would have thought in a million years that she was capable of this. But it's just how they are made, and they aren't capable of anything better. Maybe it's not "all", but 99.9999% of them are like this, so it is 100%, practically speaking, because the odds of meeting a unicorn are incredibly slim.

But they just aren't capable of deep, romantic feelings. Everything is superficial to them and they are always dissatisfied and looking for something better. It is how humans evolved, it is how they are made.

Anyway, it feels like this changes my entire life, but then again it doesn't....but then again it does. As a result of this, I'm not going to trust the next woman, I meet. But OF COURSE THAT'S THE ENTIRE POINT and why would I trust them?

Anyway, it is back to MGTOW lifestyle for me. The happiest times in my entire life are when I have been single and working hard and traveling and just being myself...maybe banging some random women or whores, here and there, but mostly just living my own life.

So it's back to that and it shouldn't be that bad....