I was a beta provider simp male. I got fucked over by a girl that sold me a dream and created a situationship. She strung me on for everything, I never got anything out of here just her non-sexual attention and help with my math course. She was into me, in the beginning, saying she has multiple wet dreams of me before I showed weakness but I realized she probably used me until something better came along. I lost myself completely. She was gaslighting me and banging a guy behind my back(The last month of talking to her or probably way before lmao). Saying stuff such as "I never lied to you." She manipulated me and abused me emotionally. She did me dirty. She even posted her and the guy in bed in her dorm room to make me jealous and stuff we used to do before quarantine happened. All that because she used the small argument strategy to monkey branch to him fully. She's spiteful AF. I did tell her "we aren't even dating" near the end which is true but that shit was toxic. The full story is fucked up. I gave my all but I know that shit is my fault. I took the RedPill in the last month. I'm trying to kill the beta in me completely. I'm turning colder each day.

But here's my question. Is it okay to block a female that did you wrong?

I want to block her on her birthday(May 26) but at the same RedPill content creators don't advise it. I only have her on Snapchat she never blocked just ghosted. She's acting like she hates me boasting about "Last time I hold a nigga down, it'll be underwater." Keep in mind she got with the guy official after our argument. We reconnected before but only as friends(we are in college lol). Now that I think about it that girl when she got mad at me her eyes lit up like a devil. She stressed me the fuck out and that shit fucked with my mental health. She showed her true colors. Fuck her.

I don't want to keep her in my rotation or reconcile just to hit. I want to be done with that evil bitch.

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Final Update:

I blocked her and I’m moving on completely. I was pussy whipped. I was a bitch. So much shit I did wrong. I should have walked away a long time. I don’t owe her shit. Looking back at so much shit I should have known. I can’t blame others but myself. I was being under control and I let myself be. I will never fall to that level ever again. Now it’s time to break that fucking barrier and focus on me 100%. Worrying about her benefits me in no way. I’ll see her around campus a lot but who gives a fuck. I don’t give a fuck about her now. Now I can finally start my journey. I can’t let shit like this ever get to me emotionally, mentally, and physically. I have a lot of improvements I need to make. I’ve dreamed of success and now it’s time to start doing it. I will not fall. I will stand tall. I’m not going to ever give up. I’m finally finding my inner strength. I appreciate every response.