Married 7 years age 35 5'9" 225lb veteran lifter. FO age 36, 2 young kids. Best DL 600, Bench 335, OHP 215. All sidebar and almost every manosphere book.

Checking in here. Following MAP and working through levels of dread. Established overt D/s sexual relationship a few years ago. Sex is frequent and whatever I want. Shit tests are still a thing but they are easy and FO is exceptionally high strung and I use them as a spring board for extra fun pretty often.

I am still in a world of hurt in some key areas and many of my frame building activities are put on hold this year. I have the interest of women besides my wife and it makes swallowing the shit storm of 2020 a bit easier, they are MY emotional tampons.

When the world decides to ramp back up I will be at a cross roads. My exit strategy is what I'm here to talk about. If things go south between the FO and I even after I have unfucked my life I cannot live with the idea of other men being in my kids lives. I will take my children far away and create a nurturing environment for them in another country. I have the skills and resources to do so and I am confident that the cultural shift that is fucking everything up here is still in it's infancy and will be a manageable part of residing there. I have a vision for my children's lives and that doesn't include a step dad or child support. I am willing to burn it all down, take some losses, and start fresh somewhere else.

I have considered what things would be like for my kids when I am not responsible for them and I cannot tolerate it. I am not here to debate my progress on my MAP. Let's say I'm an MRP god and do everything right and in two years I decide to next my wife. I am thinking fuck it and just run where the potential for toxic influence is at least manageable. Has anyone else considered just not playing by the rules and taking their kids away from this god forsaken culture?