Idk if my karma will let me post, but will see. So for the past few months I’ve been considering my man’s actions more and more insufficient and insensitive etc. Lost a lot of weight due to constant stress and crying and lost all drive. Insane decrease in libido as well. Lots of resentment and anger towards him. But that’s only my subjective view. This obv had its effect on my appearance and the way i treat my man. My man is a very VERY prominent TRP Male. Alpha and shit. He said i disappointed him, that i got too comfortable and he is not attracted to how beta and weak i became. Constantly victimizing myself, not providing to him what i initially did, not respecting him, etc. Says that he does much more than he ever did for any girl and that im a spoiled brat and that he cannot lean on me anymore. Today he blew up and promised not to ever ask me for anything again as he doesnt want anything from me and has plenty of alternatives of getting provided with the shit that i fail to provide properly. I realize that this is entirely my fault and i need ways of snapping back to the mindset i had before i even met him. Content, full, independent and positive. So i can also share it with my partner, and not drain him. Not a self-proclaimed victim. Need some advice and thoughts on how to go back.