I just realized today, now, more than any other day of my life that I can't change anyone's mind and that Men are going to be criminalized no matter what we do. That society is hell bent on destroying the family and Men in general. I believe it's by design, but considering Men don't have anyone to fight for us what's the point? In a world where women can LITERALLY fantasize about what they want and judge Men harshly by what they don't and no one bats an eye, it tells me most of what I need to know about the world we live in.

From now on, I'll be Going my own way FULLY. I'll be committing to NO ONE. I'll be focusing on myself. I'll be pumping and dumping for a bit and then going monk. I'll be doing so for the rest of my life. I'm okay with that. I've made peace with who I've become... I keep forgetting that love isn't real.