Because this is such a power trip from a lifetime as an incel and I could get used to this:
23 y/o. 178cm. 72kg.
Been on TRP for 4 months. I lift, eat healthy, and sleep 7-8 hours... about 80% of the time.
Met up with my FWB yesterday. While we were together, she saw me:
Greet a kid wearing a t-shirt from my old high school. I offered to hook him up with a couple of people who are doing what he wants to do for some insight.
Greet an HB8 I'd met a couple years ago. I introduced them to each other. The HB8 commented I looked good, lost weight and seem to be doing well. I gave her my phone and she put in her number.
A former client said hello to me at the movies. We talked briefly.
Social proof? Check.
And to top it off, we walk into the movie and she starts getting touchy-feely. So, I take her scarf and cover her up.
Then, I open her belt & pants, and start fingering her for half an hour in a room with 200 people, all of us watching the movie like nothing's happening.
No resistance from her at all. Just silence, a few shudders, and a lot of wetness.
At that moment, it really sunk in that as the man, I could "do what you want^TM" and she'd follow along happily.
After the movie, this conversation came up:
Her: That was crazy.
Me: I know, right? Why did [spoiler thing] happen?
Her: No, I mean... what happened.
Me: Oh! But yeah, you know you liked it.
Her: I did.
Me: (teasing) And you look soooo innocent.
Her: Nooo! You make me so bad. I really am innocent. My friends once asked me if I was a virgin because I'm so innocent. Blablablah.
So, was I actually Chad for an evening yesterday?
Also, what's the recommended plan for that HB8? A former client tried hooking us up, but I was too much of a BP bitch to act on it. So, she was once into me and I'm guessing I've re-sparked that given yesterday. How do I act on it?