Ok, before I start this is not about being smart in regards to work or school. It is about something different that I need to explain (I have a hard time finding a word for it).

Ok here is me: a 19 year old college student that has been studying TRP for a year. I swam varsity in High School and was Captain of the team senior year. Ever since learning about TRP, I am trying to perfect my life. No more video games, no more tvshows/movies, no more useless activities, focusing on work and lifting, stopped masturbating and watching porn, little to no alcohol when I go out, and no drugs. However, even though I can get decent women, I am still unsatisfied with myself. I see these hb9 and hb10 and I have trouble with them (they arent interested in me as much as the hb7.5-hb8s I usually talk to). I still have not fucked a girl that I would be eager to hang a picture of her on my wall (an exaggeration, I would never do that actually). All I can fuck/talk to now are hb7-8s.

Meanwhile, you have a typical frat guy at my school who is way below average in looks compared to me. He gets black out drunk every night, does lines of coke before going out, video games in the morning, adderall in the evening to help him study for his classes, watches porn extensively, does random drugs like the world is ending tomorrow, and eats like shit with a beer belly (about 90% of my friends are in greek life, so I know exactly what goes on). And i see these guys with some of the hottest girls who are saying shit like this "Please come; I changed my room around. Come see my room" loud in the public where everyone can hear and pulling the guys hand. It literally boggles my mind how a hb9 can ignore everything and be so desperate for him to fuck her. Also can someone explain how can you get a girl to want to fuck you so hard? I never had a girl so loudly suggest having sex with her. The most i have ever gotten was a "Would you have sex with me?" (taken out of context; but the conversation was about how my standard were to having sex with girls and she asked that).

I dont get this. I literally cannot function or game girls when Im so drunk. Also for me I dont think its the problem of being too logical because a surprising amount of conversations I have turn out to go well. (I usually am talking about something sexual within 10 minutes of meeting the girl, often times earlier. In my experience, makes the conversation so much more exciting for the both of us). What do you guys think? Any help?