What made you blackpilled?

idk6283 · 2023-10-15T09:44:53+00:00

Constant bullying by boys and girls in school, growing up in a crime-riddled city where felons got girls easily disproved the “women like kind men” thing before I even left middle school, never getting romantic interests and not knowing why, etc.

I watched eggys vid when I was like 16 and my eyes were opened to why some men are successful and some aren’t. It hurt to listen to at the time but it was what I needed I feel like.

SlutforDirtyFeet · 2023-10-15T11:15:36+00:00

My handsome friend.The amount of married women and women in relationship throwing themselves at him.Boasting about doing things exclusively with him that they never did for their partners .I don't wanna be those guys

Petrosmine · 2023-10-15T09:31:36+00:00

bullying without even doing anything

ar_menelos · 2023-10-15T13:09:39+00:00

Getting bullied in school.

Not having an ounce of female attention in school & uni.

Learning about divorce rape.

Sex and dating statistics and experiences from others.

MakeSmash0 · 2023-10-15T11:35:23+00:00

Observe lol

ProfessionalTwo8698 · 2023-10-15T14:09:30+00:00

Not being an idiot

Physical-Pie748 · 2023-10-15T19:22:36+00:00

faceandlms and wheatwaffles

NotARussianBot1984 · 2023-10-15T22:44:24+00:00

I found TRP at 18. I lifted, ate strict meals to be lean, approached women, analyized my approaches, studied TRP, dressed better, worked hard to be the best man I could be. Results? 0/300+ approaches. Only dates I ever got was from Tinder with obese women with mental health issues.

I approached 30 y/o and I had to accept "Dating is not a meritocracy, TRP is BS and didn't work for me. Game is only for tall men. Many girls have rejected me for being 5'7 and many more did so without admitting it. I accept blackpill is life"

Ever since I decided to see sugar babies and work hard to move overseas.

_Blixt_ · 2023-10-15T17:32:35+00:00

Childhood bullying and watching people with non heckin wholesome personalities getting into multiple relationships.

Background_Beach618 · 2023-10-15T17:33:32+00:00

I am literally invisible to women

decoy_squid · 2023-10-15T13:42:12+00:00

People making fun of my nose
My lack of success on dating apps

Zealousideal-Age7593 · 2023-10-15T13:16:28+00:00

Im not

KlugOz · 2023-10-15T13:44:44+00:00

I don't even remember, it happened when I was like 12

SplitWrong5057 · 2023-10-15T19:15:24+00:00

Watching the WAW-videos of Faceandlms.

DarkAdmirable653 · 2023-10-15T22:04:44+00:00

a few things;

having a semi-glow up in my mid 20s. Continuously glowing up as I get older. I firmly believe I have only gotten more attractive into my 30s. My dating results track this as well (hotter women show interest).
Seeing how dismal my buddy's OLD profiles are when they complain to me they struggle. These guys get legit 2-4 matches per month, and they're average looking guys. It's disgusting.

kunstbar · 2023-10-15T22:33:42+00:00

Observations and statistics

kitterkatty · 2023-10-16T02:04:35+00:00

Realizing that no one will remember anything in 200 years not even family will. I don’t know anything about my great great grandparents I don’t even know their names. All the small things we’re taught to care about are insignificant. The world is beautiful and out there to be enjoyed and explored why waste time in trad life it’s pointless. The joke is consume product and wait for next product but guess what that matters more than a useless plodding existence. It’s more useful to be a consumer and worker than waste time on people and menial tasks that won’t matter NOT ONE BIT in the future. You can be the best person and your people could meet one shitty person and it’s all down the drain. So why bother, just enjoy YOUR life and the beauty of the world YOUR way. Safely, ethically, lawfully etc of course. https://youtu.be/3288sRVCMjA?feature=shared

Fofotron_Antoris · 2023-10-16T04:25:09+00:00

Constant bullying and humiliation by girls against me, when I never did anything to deserve it as I was extremely shy towards girls and thus rarely talked to them, and the few times I did it was about school stuff. Still they would go out of their way to engage in the female type of bullying, which targets the victim's social standing and causes emotional and psychological damage.

FireofLucifersflame · 2023-10-16T04:43:46+00:00

My whole life.

When I was born and was a kid, I was a very beautiful child. When I was a baby people wanted to model me for commercials.

I had friends, people came over for my birthdays, it was fun.

Puberty hit, I became ugly and I got some of the worst things in adolescence - zits (which I still get), glasses, Slavic genes began kicking in and my lips got bigger and nose grew huge, jaw remained recessed.

I went from being loved by everyone to hated by everyone for no reason around 4th grade. Middle School was a nightmare, it was pure rage being a high testosterone horny male and hearing all my classmates date and some even having sex, while all of my classmates looked down on me, all the women saying "ew" at the sight of me. I actually ruined middle school for my peers by being a raging asshole, but somehow I was shown some mercy and was able to progress.

Decided to start over, get ready with new clothes and everything, high school. I moved to a high school farther away, was rejected by everyone there / bullied. Made friends with geeks who dragged me even lower who later rejected me too.

College, freshman dorm everyone socially isolated me except my roommate, who also isolated me. Every club I put myself out there for, they all rejected me. I tried becoming friends with classmates, they all rejected me. Sophomore year my dorm-mates were all drug addicts, so no social hope there. At this point I tried going to religion because I felt deeply unloved and hey, maybe I'm the asshole. Maybe I'm to blame. Starting embracing resentment, maybe this is all because God wants to bring me to him. I became an Orthodox / TradCath asshole. While all these college kids are getting drunk and fucking, I'm attending Saturday Church services and attending a soup kitchen. Church community except for one autistic priest and one dude all hate me. Priest doesn't even let me convert after regularly attending three years, but converts a literal white-nationalist Nazi for marriage purposes, even after I snitch on the guy to the priest. Faith collapses, I try to start over again.

I go to law school in a new city. Rejected by everyone again, except this time I find three friends as a change of pace sometime around Spring of first year. I finally start coming out of my shell; holy shit, I've finally found a sense of belonging after almost a decade and a half of pointless suffering. They push me to become a better version of myself, and I finally feel like I can express myself and start exploring my interests, the things that originally made me happy. Their girlfriends meet me. They all hate me because I'm a loser and I'm creepy. They all unceremoniously distance themselves from me, one dude who was the closest friend I've ever had flat out cuts me off and ghosts me; only one dude who still occasionally meets up with me in spite of his wife who is very adamant about how much she hates me. He and one autistic virgin guy from college are the only people I'm still in contact with, although the autistic virgin guy is fun to have political and intellectual discussions with; same with the former, but he isn't as fun. Autistic virgin guy lives far away, so we only discord.

I do a clerkship in a new state. The clerks all have 0 interest in socializing because they have established friends, partners, tinder dates, etc. I finally stop giving a shit what other people think of me and put myself and go to bars and talk to people, try to join groups of people, do meetup events, etc. but all in vanity.

I move back to my law school city, I get a new job that pays well / decent. While the partners think I'm a hardworking, smart, and nice guy, everyone else can't relate to me / doesn't want to relate to me. One of the partners, who thankfully is not my boss, can be quite the jerk.

I honestly just do my job (thankfully it's a wfh), try to be minimally friendly / socialize, and then I just read, drink, workout, listen to music, jerk off, maybe do some meditation. I don't care about socializing anymore. It's been 15 years of trying and it's gone nowhere. I don't even really care about maintaining my health that much - I'm skinny fat, oh well. I've slowly decorated my apartment and it's a very beautiful place, covered in dark victorian furniture and beautiful prints of classical mythological paintings, mainly Judeo-Christian; I have a beautiful bookshelf of leatherbound books, and a glass with roses in it.

I'm beauty-and-the-beast maxxing, because I'm the fucking unwanted monster.

It's the only thing that keeps me going in life - just having a nice place to sit down and play on the computer, watch tv, and feel visually comforted by my apartment. It brings me joy that I can start collecting cool shit like various forms of alcohol, tea, incense, decorations, books, etc. I also started playing an instrument during the clerkship, which I need to get back to because it was fun getting better at it (also my instructor hated my guts too).

I should start putting myself out there more, but my last efforts last year were so demoralizing (as was my whole life) that I quite frankly need to get in a better mental / financial place to begin that process. But I'm cozy and comfy as of now.

Still very depressed, lonely, and broken. Every day feels like I'm stuck in a cabin with a never ending winter.

JanRamzesII · 2023-10-16T05:28:30+00:00

Getting lead on and later abused by a woman early in college. Also hearing her bragg about her dating life. She switched partners like gloves and treated them like dirt

IronHorseTitan · 2023-10-16T06:47:40+00:00

I could feel the blackpill a lot but couldnt put my finger on it, one day I casually bumped into INCEL TV on YouTube and my life changed forever

Title	What made you blackpilled?
Author	Aggravating-Cry-8383
Upvotes	10
Comments	39
Date	October 15, 2023 9:24 AM UTC (2 years ago)
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