When I first separated, I was lonely and constantly thought about getting back with the STBXW or finding someone new. I was going out 3-4 times a week trying to meet new friends and looking for that someone special. Then covid-19 happened, but the strange result is that while it seems everyone wants to go back and start socializing in person again, I've become very comfortable being by myself and kind of prefer it. During the lockdown, I got back into playing online PC video games, discovered how many good shows are streaming, working out, taking fitness walks around the neighborhood, etc. As such, I'm not lonely and other than seeing my kids, I don't really want to go out. Is this happening to anyone else?