I'm not sure why I'm posting on here. I guess I just wanted a place to vent. I know I screwed my relationship with my wife. As things were ending we talked a lot about her perspective on my behavior and hers too. What really stuck with me was how she felt about my friend who is female. To be clear my friend is also in a relationship. I never had viewed this friend as anything other than that. We would snapchat, text, and hangout once in a while. Well my wife and I were going through some serious problems and it was honestly draining. I started talking to her more often. Snapchatting more often, but never anything inappropriate. Well it slowly turned into texting good morning everyday and talking all day. That's when things really changed. My friend would start sending me outfit pics asking "if it looks good". I never asked her to stop cause I guess I enjoyed how it was easier to feel happy talking with her. I didn't even recognize it as a problem. Just makes me wonder what's wrong with me. How could I ignore something so blantently obvious. It was clearly crossing a line. The dumbest part is I still want to be with my wife and work on things but I wonder has this ruined that.