44m here. Divorced 5 years ago, ex wife got into drugs, cheated, then left me and my 3 yr old at the time.

Since her, I've had a few relationships, each lasting around a year or so. Anyway, the last one was a real piece of work.

Without going into details, let's just say false accusations, and court became involved.

After several thousand dollars and a couple years later (and complete exhoneration) I am lonely and thinking about venturing back to the apps.

The thing is, I still have that thought in the back of my head, "will she turn on me, and how long will it take."

Tell me straight up guys, should I try again?