Married for 8 years! Dont think i love her anymore due to her behavior, keeping all her money in a separate account(saying is family money🤥)... no marital assets not home, just a rented apartment in nyc. We have a kid which is the only thing that is very hard for me because i have a strong bond with and see her everyday and i was sahd for 2 years! She makes more than me unofficially and we have separate bank accounts! I just started the divorce process and waiting for to get served... shes knows already and says that she loves me and still thinks this is a joke and that will give up divorce! She has no empathy and doesn't go well with my blood family! She even transferred lot of her money internationally without telling me... she syas lets buy a home... like the home is gonna save our marriage, pure delusion! For the moment im not moving from the apartment till i get an agreement or till i cant stay anymore... or last resort if she changed 180 degrees which i doubt! Its hard....