It’s getting hard to find a reason not to just cash out on a life insurance policy. Just find a beneficiary that will use it to take care of my child.

Ex denied my visitation this weekend because our child was sick and “needed to stay home and rest” like I don’t know how to take care of my child… mild illness and was already on antibiotics.

Had an ok day yesterday, stayed busy kept myself distracted. But today not so much. I’m tired, I’m putting everything I have into making progress, and it’s like trying to dig a tunnel with a spoon.