We've both done our fair share of damage, but more recently I'm feeling like the asshole.

My wife crys all the time now. Showering 2 times a week at most. Probably logs an average of 12 hours in bed each day. Her social life is becoming less and less frequent. She is attempting more and more to socialize with me sprinkled with intermittent fits about me abandoning her.

I felt so confident up to this point. I don't know why I'm having doubts all of a sudden. I'm getting what I want. She's moving out. We are separating finances. Everything seems to be moving towards the future...this sudden hesitation is maddening.