So, I recently posted a post not too long ago entitled "I feel dead inside". I since then have moved in with my dad and his fiance. This has been a great change in my life. I unfortunately caught Covid and this time it was horrible. I'm still recovering from it. As I had nothing but time to think about all the bad, evil shit she did to me, lied to me about, all I have is rage. Every woman I see is just an object to me, a hole for my dicc, if you will. It just all hit a switch in me. I've never thought like this before. My divorce hearing is next week and its no-contest. Not asking for any money, no kids, nothing. Just bye. Yet, there's something in me that wants to see her answer for all the shit she did. If the roles were reversed, she'd sue the intestines out of me. I see rage everytime I see a pic of her, hear her name, smell a scent remotely close to hers.