Without reliving the whole ordeal.

I lost my best friend, my first lover, mother of my children and soul mate.

She is moving on with her life.

I’m struggling with it, all aspects.

Im working on forgiving myself.

I’m struggling to cope with the grief.

I am allowing myself to grieve. I am allowing myself to be mad.

I am keeping my anger in check.

I will make being friends with her work for the benefit of our children. Because I care for her, because of what I owe her (my life, she saved it).