I’m 35m she’s 35f we have one kid together that’s 5.

It’s been a rough last four years. Been married 6 and some months.

It all started due to money issues. I’ve posted here in the past and ended up going back and staying for the wrong reasons. Three times. This last time I was at my wits end and had enough. I know to her I’ll never be good enough because I don’t make enough in her eyes but I paid as many bills as I could and she picked up the rest which would leave me with nothing until next pay check. We had separate bank accounts the whole time and I had asked multiple times to conjoin them but to no avail.

She was very degrading, belittling and just blatantly disrespectful. Now I’m no saint but the things she would say to me I would never say to her. Ie you’re a terrible father I’ll find a better one, you’re a terrible husband I’ll find someone better to take care of me and so on. Taking these for the last few years has drained me down to nothing. Not to mention her parents up my behind about everything and anything and no matter what I was always wrong.

So I’ve been out of the house for about 3 weeks now. I’ve seen my daughter once. She has ceased communication with me via text or email. I am assuming she got herself a lawyer because she got the tax return and I haven’t seen a cent. I’m just putting 2 and 2 together.

I’ve been able to message my daughter on her iPad thru the I message thing. That’s been my only form of communication. Today I was granted time to see her at 1pm to give her her Easter basket. Which I’m so happy to be able to see her and make her day a little better as well as mine.

I don’t know where I’m going with this I guess just venting. I’m not emotionally hurt by the divorce it’s been along time coming. She called me a few days after crying asking me to come back and how she misses me. I told her I’m sorry but it’s done there’s no repairing what has been said over the last few years and I’m not going to come back. I’ll be here for our daughter but this relationship is over.