So I have been EXTREMELY unhappy in my marriage for the last 5 years and in the last 2 I have 100% stopped loving him on any level and have tried talking to him many times has harshly honest has one can. We'll I've hit my limit and am work toward finding my own home (which is so darn hard I will be taking all 3 kids with me, since the problem is the fact he won't get a job, keep a job, or put his money from said job, if he has one, goes to HIS parents and himself long before our little family) I don't trust he'd take care of their needs. Then I am sueing him for a divorce (he thinks I'm not ALLOWED to leave him without his say then thinks that he can limit me like a child. He has littery told me I'm not allowed to see my aunt (who helped me threw suicide) ever again because I already tempted to leave him by going to her. His solution keep me away and treat me worse than before.

Anyways not the point today I have 1,333$ to go before I can afford a lawyer and be a human being with freedom for the 1st time in my life!