I wish I had found this community so much sooner. I have been a feminist for a very long time,, but clearly the wrong one. Iā€™m completely disgusted and fed up with men to the point where Iā€™m beginning to prepare for a future of solitude. I n the past I have been emotionally abused, and terrorized, my son has been physically abused, and recently think my last string of not even mediocre sexual encounters, and blatant disrespect has finally pushed me over the edge to realize that men are mostly selfish, incompetent, and apathetic. They canā€™t even handle being FWBs, when the terms are astronomically in their favor.My only desire for a relationship is one where I will be doted and worshipped.. I no longer look for chemistry or physical appeal. That is useless for me. I have a great career, I own my own house. That might not appeal to most men because they want a Barbie, so fine. Iā€™m going to continue to work on the physical perfection they desire so much, and then I will level up. No Iā€™m not letting you move into my house, so you can dirty it all up for me to clean. No. I will not give up my house, until we are married, with prenup staying you will give me the cash value of the house I worked hard for if you stray. Men mostly bring grief and trouble to a womanā€™s life, so this time Iā€™m getting mine.