Hello queens!

I recently blocked and deleted my ex, who proved to be a glitter-coated turd pretending to be gold.

But these days are proving to be more dark and difficult than I anticipated.

Even though I have just moved to another country to cover a more interesting and much better paid position, I have lots of interests and the time to develop them and from the outside looks like I got everything going on for me, I find myself suddenly overwhelmed and crying because he proved he didn't love me, because I can't stop wondering why, also because I miss him, because he probably doesn't give a shit he lost me... And I'm well aware I should not give a f*ck about none of the above, my brain understands that but I cannot bring myself to get over it.

It's only been 3 days, but it feels like an eternity, I don't want to feel like that.