The funny thing I literally thought I was a mean crazy guy in high school because I felt most of these "smart" girls in my senior class were the biggest fucking morons I had ever met in my life. I thought I was judgmental. Turns out that, really, most women really are fucking morons (there are a small parentage of ones with high IQ's, clearly) but these pretty american girls who got A's in all their classes really are dumb as a sack of rocks.
As an add., You may experience different results from JediFap, although I suspect the same mechanics are still happening.
My best analogy so far, is to think of it, as putting a computer in safe mode, -or- reading code in assembly, verses un-compiled. By far you are at a disadvantage (temporary for sure, long term less data...) but with that, you can make out the genie behind the mask by observing your own thoughts, this is why weed hit people differently, people, are, different. (Different like, not just choosing a different shampoo, but the entire algorithm they use is different, they could even want the exact same stuff in their shampoo as you do, but end up selecting a different bottle).
I am conflicted as to weather I have lost some short term memory ability, or I am now holding myself to my ability gained while high, or I always had ADHD and now I'm aware enough to observe it. Personally I have noticed allot more 'what was I doing moments?' Although to be fair weed has changed how I choose to conduct myself while sober...more 'one thing at a time' zeroed in. I call it zen master mode. I find life , for me at least, more enjoyable this way. You might not, but you might find your way how to be more you.
My greater 'understanding' of others, as well as their point of view, while high, I suspect is due to not having my short term memories associated to process along side their actions.
Example: I see someone do something a certain way. I, being only able to process (easily) what is readily observable, I can agree with what they do, like 'oh that makes scene'. Whereas normally I wrap allot of other information [is that a good decision long term, past data, have I though them dumb before...] and tend to project my own though process onto others [ like the only reason I would do that, was is if I wanted to... - whereas in reality, they may be different]
Final disclaimer, it is a drug, and in order to follow your path down the rabbit hole to see if you like it, well, you've smoked your fair share... I wish there was more data for you
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My ex thinks I am still that type of guy.. She recently wanted me to help her do her CV.. They expect us to step in every time
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The funny thing I literally thought I was a mean crazy guy in high school because I felt most of these "smart" girls in my senior class were the biggest fucking morons I had ever met in my life. I thought I was judgmental. Turns out that, really, most women really are fucking morons (there are a small parentage of ones with high IQ's, clearly) but these pretty american girls who got A's in all their classes really are dumb as a sack of rocks.
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I have to do this too. You're not alone. You're extremely intelligent judging by your syntax.
Read Nietzsche on nihilism and suffering.
He was like us and gives the only real solution besides resorting to escapism.
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As an add., You may experience different results from JediFap, although I suspect the same mechanics are still happening.
I am conflicted as to weather I have lost some short term memory ability, or I am now holding myself to my ability gained while high, or I always had ADHD and now I'm aware enough to observe it. Personally I have noticed allot more 'what was I doing moments?' Although to be fair weed has changed how I choose to conduct myself while sober...more 'one thing at a time' zeroed in. I call it zen master mode. I find life , for me at least, more enjoyable this way. You might not, but you might find your way how to be more you.
My greater 'understanding' of others, as well as their point of view, while high, I suspect is due to not having my short term memories associated to process along side their actions.
Final disclaimer, it is a drug, and in order to follow your path down the rabbit hole to see if you like it, well, you've smoked your fair share... I wish there was more data for you
Papa Bless
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My iq was upper 130s last time I was tested.
If I didn't have weed to occasionally dumb me down when I start thinking too much I'd be fucked.
I'm working on how to channel myself into a worthwhile purpose right now.
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