I have no idea if this is even appropriate for this sub but I feel like I need to say something.

I went through my teen years being raked over the coals by feminism and I can’t seem to get over what feminism and women have done to me for my entire life. I have probably been coping with alcohol and other drugs (I only drink now) for around 4-5 years now. And it is quite literally killing me (confirmed by a doctor) and I’m probably mid stage cirrhosis at this point and I can feel it everyday.

I want to get better and be better but at some points I don’t see the purpose in it anymore with an entire world that has denied my existence for my entire life.

This post isn’t intended to be a cringey feel bad for me post I just don’t know how to cope anymore.

If someone has anything they could say I’d appreciate it.