I have been up all night and reflecting about my Problems in society of which most are just straight up worse simply because I am a man. I am still young and in an hour i should go to my leftist class about educational studies showing me once again the injustices boys face in educational system.

My future is just dark and I can't even imagine it being brighter because I lack all motivation to improve my Life. I am just a misfit to society who is to wierd to even see any chance of finding love since relationships are favored for women and afraid to even consider therapie which is yet again favored for women in western society.

My sleep scedual is more messy than my room, I am not willing to talk about this with family or friends because I am to anxious and not to forget having to live in the same house as my man-hating trans sister because otherwise i can't afford university which I am performing worse at each semester. this literally feels like the only safe space there is for a man to talk about such problems without getting insulted for being an Incel.

I am at a point of 0 motivation and energy. I can't manage my everyday routine and I am turning more and more emotionally numb. Not to forget to mention how bad politics and global situations are.

Any and all advice welcome, thanks for reading.