Well, I posted for help on my relationship here. People helped. I thank them. I made his home beautiful, his meals tasty and I was giving all I could to him. He smashed up my stuff and it just got worse and worse. There was nothing I could do. It was the end. I had a breakdown from all the stress I was put under. I am writing from hospital where I am receiving treatment for all I have been through. Right pill, right idea wrong man. Lost my home and everything, haven't been on for a couple of weeks because I simply could not get to the internet. Red pill helped me give him such a lovely life, but, the end is the end. Now onwards and upwards!