I'm mad.

I'm mad because I've been lied to. I remember how my mom used to constantly feed me - what I now can identify as total bullshit. I was supposed to always be nice to girls, I was forbidden from saying anything mean (and it's not like I needed it, I was a peaceful child). She taught me to be a suck up. But in communist feminist Sweden, leaving the obligatory indoctrination of their fragile-minded children to their mother isn't enough. No. Almost every adult female figure in my life, had to bash their wicked 'feminist' ideas into my head.

I'm mad because feminism is no longer about equality. Feminism feels like a way to engrave an enormous permanent pedestal for all current and future women. Change is apparently only needed when it favors women.

I'm mad because everyone is brainwashed. I can't argue with anything related to things that favors women, without women or men using biased or false information, or resorting to crying about the history of feminism and how they fought for jobs. If I even try to bring up men's issues and how norms and laws favors women, I'm called out and ridiculed because apparently, they're insignificant and unimportant 'because women have worse issues.'

I'm mad because the game is corrupted. Functional, but corrupted. Women's teenage magazines doesn't help. Stop telling me how easy the game is for men. I should know. The game for women: look pretty, abstain from initiating anything. The game for men: work your ass off at the gym, look great, make all the moves, be the one that plans, be the one that leads

Not to mention that most women are/act completely oblivious and do not know how relationships work. Practically every woman that I know is in a relationship, flirts with at least another two consistent guys daily. But a man as much as gives another woman a look? God forbid.

I'm feeling nihilistic.

But I still couldn't have made a better choice. I'm repairing my dignity.