The voices in your head are always talking. They all claim to be you. But which you? Which one is the real you? "Be yourself" they always say. But which self? They all are you, but whomever you feed becomes the king of the hill. The well fed becomes yourself. Nobody can kill the king outright he's too well fed. Everyone else takes his scraps. The people who's voices mutiny loudly are in a psych ward. So the weaker voices whisper mutiny.

You've heard the whispers your entire life. The glitches in the matrix when you saw them were relayed to you by the Alpha's whisper. "What she did was pretty messed up if you think about it." "What does she mean inequality? She has a higher salary than me." "You should be a jerk, that way more girls will like you."

It's the whisper that has given you the moments of clarity. The ability to finally see through the coded manipulation you were under. It's the whisper that lead you here. To a place where the understandings of reality used by the rich, the famous, the douchey to succeed in their goals is laid out in plain English. To this place where any and all PC terminology is scorned and mocked. Thrown out as forms of manipulation. Because. They. Are. This is the place where those who have been manipulated come to be set free.

I've heard and read people saying "I wish there was a place where we could talk about self improvement without all of the [Trigger Warning] 'misogyny'."

Improvement cannot be done without cold brutal honesty. Cold brutal honesty sounds a lot like hatred sometimes, but it's the price we pay to make things better. Words like misogyny, police honesty. Words like racism police honesty. You can put the opportunity to improve right in front of someone's face, and they won't take it unless you knock the king's voice off the thrown with brutal honesty.

Need proof? Scholarships for black males are out there, but incarceration is at an all time high. The exams to become a M.D. have lower standards for blacks so that they can pass more. You can workout at the local playground/your apartment so why isn't everyone in atleast some amount of shape? You have heard the whisper. We've all heard it. Feed it. Take it's cold words to heart. Listen to the Alpha's whispers. Feed it.

"You're just fat. Stop being fat. Eat less, exercise more. 5 minutes of googling beginner workouts gets you to stronglifts or riptoe."

"You're not failing because you're black, you're failing because you're lazy. Get up and get good at something."

"You not ripped because you're not consistent. Stop half-assing."

"You don't deserve her because you gave her everything. You deserve to lose everything because you gave it all to a bottomless pit."

"You seriously thought she loved you? High tide isn't the only tide bro. Emotions come and go."

"You look pathetic jacking off to the sex you'll never actually have."

You want to know the worst part of all of this? When the Alpha whisper becomes the king of the hill, the Beta voice will whisper to you. Trying to make you doubt that pain is really growth. The tug of your beta brain will destroy you. You know the feeling. The whispers it gives you to make you feel better about what you are doing. About the situation you are in.

It's feet lead down to death. Complacency is what it offers. The Beta's words are smooth, but lead to bitterness. You're bitter towards everyone that lied to you and enslaved you. That's the difference. The Alpha's words are bitter, but lead to a smooth life. Lies you're told about yourself that you don't realize. "I must be a rapist she shivered and stepped back when I touched her thigh." So whenever you believe the whisper of the beta. Whenever you fold your arms together, or put your hands in your pockets, or sink your chest in.

Turn the opposite way of the beta tug and drag yourself if you must to the alpha voice.

Before anyone says any B.S. I just want you to know I've been pulled over several times for D.W.B. too so is the system against us? Yes. Now is that something that makes us look stronger or weaker when we get to the top? Exactly.

EDIT: This got way more attention that I thought it would. Ironically this was a rant more about how to kill the beta than anything racial, but the train is already rolling in the comments. To give context, the other night I ran into a girl that knew enough about me that she knew my dating history from high school. She commented on how she is now close friends with the girl I dated for the majority of highschool. She showed what she looks like now, where she's been, what she's been up to, etc. Basically this woman broke me(retrospect my fault) and it took years to get over it.(I know) I had to go to war last night before I wrote this to kill any feelings of her actually being the one. In my frustration over the strong oneitis whisper in my mind I wrote this post.

Almost forgot. Please. Call me delicious.