As I've been reading more about TRP theory, and actually applying this to my normal life I feel like I have been turning myself into a more cynical asshole.

Beforehand I was super optomistic, and perople loved to have me around. I was always one of the first to be invited to parties, and typically got the party started. Now that I have been taking TRP I feel like I have been turning, for lack of better vocabulary, an asshole.

My question is how do I retain my personality while taking TRP and change myself into a better person?