Hey guys.

I am wondering if there's any other recovering addicts / alcoholics in this subreddit. I myself am a recovering opiate addict (heroin) and was wondering if/how the red pill philosophy can fit into recovery. Since self improvement is a central theme here I think the two shouldn't contradict.

I've always been red pill since after highschool, when i hit 19 I suddenly became aware of the pitfalls of being a "nice guy" and I reaped the benefits. I was always a habitual weed smoker, which at the time didn't seem to burden me too much. However, as I got older and more jaded, I turned to harder drugs over time for comfort. It became an every day thing and before I knew it I was addicted to heroin. One day I realized that I had become a shadow of my former self. All the reasons that i started using (more confidence, social anxiety gone, any insecurities evaporated) were gone, and now I just needed to use just to be normal and not be fucking sick. I was wondering what the fuck happened to me. In essence I had become what I always hated. An emotional wreck. Anyway I have been clean 2 months now and I am finally rediscovering myself. The fact that I DO like who I am. Yes I have done some shitty things and fucked up an LTR because of my use, but I think that I will come through stronger as a result. The only thing is my sex drive is non existent. I haven't jacked off in months. My testosterone levels are fucked. I have started lifting as a way to combat this, though.

Sorry for the wall of text, I am just wondering if I am the only one here who has had a history of drug / alcohol abuse, and if there is anyone else, how TRP has helped. Thanks for reading.