This is all so exhausting.

Not sure how I wish to type this thread, but I guess trying to get it off my chest is better than nothing. Forgive me if the format of this post isn't good. I've been lurking around this sub for the past few months, and while I think you guys are certainly speaking some truth, I do believe you guys on your message on women and "female nature". I swallowed both the red and black pill.

I say red pill because I guess it makes sense as to why men, whom I ask advice from, always say; "Trust me on this one. AWALT. It's why men always say, confidence is key. All women secretly want to be fucked like pornstars, and why women can get any man they want".

I say Black Pill because I do consider myself an incel. 5'8, indian with traction alopecia, pretty much have gotten 0/10 or 1-2/10s claims and insults from women. Parents called me ugly too. When I had money, my mom would prefer to take it from me rather than my brother, who is vastly better looking (he had a girlfriend, I am sure he has gotten laid). I'm also 24M virgin, was good at school but never really did anything with it. Only did some blue collar work, but mostly uncomfortable to go outside. (working on this though)

I'm not sure if you guys are going to pity me or consider this trolling, but I wish to make this post clear.

"This is all so exhausting." Or in other words, "Women are so damn exhausting."

I read some of these threads from both redpill, mgtow, and incels. The one in particular that caught my attention was how women are basically all bisexuals.

Truths like these, always made me feel terrified. And I don't know what kind of terrified feeling I had though unfortunately.

I truly do believe, women are the most inept race ever. Seriously. AND IT SUCKS THAT I FEEL THIS WAY. It makes sense as to why in the story of Adam and Eve, Eve was the one that fucked shit up. It makes sense as to why, for the seven sins, Lust, was always attributed to women, in the worst damn way imaginable. It makes sense as to why Pride (the strongest and worst sin) was the most sexiest for women, and why Envy was considered "ugly". It makes sense as to why in Buddhism, Siddhartha said that he didn't want women to become his student(s) and join the religion because Buddhism would have survived for 500 years, rather than 1000. It makes sense that when men say "keep your women in check. It means, straighten them out cause they are simply 14 year olds". It makes sense as to why, Stephen Motherfucking Hawking even said "women are a mystery."

They say women are the ones that control the men. I don't know why on earth, whether or not the Abrahamic religions are true or not (its irrelevant really at this point), why we're the only race with this much insanity of behaviour. No other animal has this. NONE.

I played a lot of wow growing up, and the women I met were always mean, and I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH, but even in online games, never show weakness. NEVER SHOW FUCKING WEAKNESS. I even knew of a trans-girl, that pretty much went the route of "bitch girl, or slut girl", and got laid 24/7, even though when she was a male, barely got anything done in terms of getting laid.

I've had different kind of friends. Yes, I'm not that good looking, but I've even had jock friends who were kind to me and I was to them. Friends, for men, is simply, "Bro its cool! Positivity is a nuance." And I assure you, women were always the ones that were confused as to why we were friends. And why so many would insult me behind my back, when it came to women. I lost said friends cause of this. These guys were desperate in checking girls out, and girls loved it. So they would rid me in turn.

Sorry. I'm just ranting. I'm not sure what I'm trying to say. I'm just angry. Last night, I sorta teared up because, really, I wondered if women were the problem. So many here are saying that women are awesome. You lot care about getting laid and how to exploit their behaviour. Some say, just DNGAF and go about your day. Women respect that way more. But it's like:

If you lost a friend cause of women, then it becomes a problem like: "Why does it feel like we're the only race on earth that feels so much self-defeating".