135x5 bp 275x5dl 125x5 ohp 150x5 row 100x5 squat Read Nmmng rational male sgm pook epictitus. 13th month here been with wife 10 yrs.

I realized that being rejected from the wife hits hard for me. Not just from my wife who at best is a 2(morbidly obese tomboy who refuses to embrace any aspect of her feminine nature). Or from my covert contract that I've improved myself how could she possibly not want me. But from as a child not being wanted.

Wife is on day 2 of ovulation and she had a large ingrown hair zit near the inside of her pussy lip aka no vag tonight. I get it i didn't want near that thing. So i assumed she'd be dtf buttsecks. Wrong was i she was just tired. Was a good 2 hrs before normal bed time.

The fuck am i supposed to do about childhood issue? Is therapist my best bet?