I’ll preface this by saying, TRP has helped me tremendously. It allowed me to view myself in an objective lens, which was very painful at first, but now I am very thankful for it. Over the last few years absorbing some of this content has allowed me to be a better man, so thanks to some of you for some good information and sharing your stories.

I’m on track to my career to make good money, I have a physique I’m proud of, I eat better, sleep better, and overall just more disciplined. It feels good to get shit done. Basically I stopped selling drugs like a dumbass and put myself in a position to get a real job and a real respectable life.

On the flip side of things I have noticed some negatives it has instilled in me:

• I started to judge the shit out of people. If they aren’t on their purpose or they can’t see where they are fucking up, I can’t help but think how stupid they are. Like in my head I would think “what a dumbass” or “what a fucking loser, why can’t he/she see this?” But, we are all on our own journey, and they have had a different experience in life.

• I started to view women in a negative way. It kind of fucked up my ability to bond with women in a healthy way. I know that I do eventually want a fulfilling relationship with kids. I banged a lot of chicks and yeah that’s cool, but I want something more than physical at this point.

Overall, I became more of an aggressive person I feel like. Which is good, but it has also been bad to. So for me, I think it’s time I take a step back from this community and work on the negatives.