Since I joined TRP back in August of 2016 I fucked 7-8 other chicks. All of which I consider HBD6 or above. Tons of rejections, lots of ups and downs, its pretty much been a series of unexpected events.

There was basically nothing I could have done to save the relationship I was in with this girl as she was moving away and I stupidly agreed to do LDR.

Anyway, I still have thought of this girl every single day atleast once since the breakup. Even if its just a small thing that reminds me of her for a second. I literally cant listen to a certain genre of music I like unless I accept I will have to be thinking of her for a bit if I want to. It helps to listen to that music with other girls.

Last night I saw her sister at the gym and I think we made eye contact but neither of us said anything. Not a big issue, still, I am sick with oneitis. Thoughts of who shes fucking, if she thinks of me, what she thinks of me, and if she misses what we had. Trust me I want to vomit having typed that out as much as you do having read it.

I have a good RP friend that told me its totally normal to be with someone for as long as I was (4 years) and think about them everyday even if for a second. He was in a LTR for 5 years and had the same issue.

Will this just eventually go away? Im working hard on my career and will be making quite literally 10x more money in a couple months. Im lifting, Im trying to diet so I gain size, Im taking rejections on the nose, probably need to revamp my game completely and reread the sidebar.

You guys still think about your first oneitis? the one that brought you here?

Truth is shes such a worthless human being with no real interests of her own. Just a fat ass and a pretty face with a spoiled attitude. Funny