No, I don’t mean girls who are super tall and jacked, I mean girls who have a ton of clout and are hotties.

I was a loner for most of my life and had a small friend group and not much of a social circle. I glowed up a little late when I was about 17 and girls sent me a lot of choosing signals. I remember specifically a few girls would giggle like crazy and smile around me all the time in HS. Problem is, social media exploded around this time and these chicks had thousands of followers. I always felt small next to them because I only had a few hundred followers. I also grew up in a very affluent and bougie area so clout matters.

I remember some girl at college was in a sorority and easily was the HOTTEST girl in her sorority by a mile. She even goes to my local gym and glances at me all the time and even would stretch around me. Hell, just yesterday I was at the gym and some girl was stretching near me when I was on the bench press and glanced at me a few times (not bragging).

I even looked up the sorority girl and she has thousands of followers and travels everywhere. I guarantee she has tons of hot dudes with clout, money, friends, status, connections, all of it. All I have are my good looks, I’m 6’4”, and I’m still in shape. I also don’t have my life together and I’m trying to finish school. I dealt with a boat load of setbacks in my early 20s, the pandemic included.

Whatever, the point is: I look great and I am getting out of my shell from years of isolation. I also look GREAT at 26 because I never trashed my body with late night partying because of how much of a loner I am lmao. While the frat chads were drinking beer, I was drinking protein shakes. I look much better than I did back then and I glowed up hard as fuck even compared to HS. Problem is, I still have a few friends, no social life, I still go out to bars and clubs (many cases alone) and I even meet girls there when we dance. Of course, they won’t care because we’re drunk and they just want to get with “that hawt guy over there”.

But IRL, I get intimidated by hot girls in public spots because they have access to thousands of dudes that have more than me. Why the hell would she want anything to do with me?