Lately I've really been trying to put myself out there and I've succeeded in doing that part, but I have the worst luck with girls. I don't really have a problem getting their numbers, it's just that they all end up ghosting me after a week or so or they reply once or twice and done. There was this girl in my science class who I was talking to and suddenly she stopped talking to me in September in the middle of a conversation about homework. I texted her last week and asked if I did anything wrong and she said that she just didn't have time to text anyone but her family and she didn't want to give me the wrong idea or lead me on. Plus apparently she suddenly likes studying alone. She decided all of this in the middle of a conversation I guess. I appreciate the honesty and all, but it kind of makes me mad that I had to go out of my way to ask her instead of her telling me that night that she decided. It hurts so much, and it hurt even more when she asked another guy in class to send her the notes from a day she wasn't here. Maybe he's her brother so she has time to text him /s

I've tried everything this sub has said. I've started eating right (especially more water), I've tried to start exercising, and I've really put myself out there. It just seems like every time I try I just crash and burn and end up more hurt and suicidal than before, especially with this girl in my science class. I'm sick of getting hurt and I'm feeling so defeated that I'm wondering if I'm just meant to be alone. Has anyone else ever felt this way? I'm new to the seduction thing and I'm not sure if I'm alone here. I know it probably sounds like a lot of self pity going on here, but it's how I've been feeling for a while and I really wanted to make a post about it. This was probably more to vent about that girl honestly since I made a post about her a while back.