I met this girl during my studies (I am 22, she is 22),, we hang around (one year ago already!) because we used to hang around in the same group. Then I realized she has a fucking boyfriend, at the same time the group broke. I am fucking attracted to her, she is like my dream girl. But we did not hang around anymore when the group broke (which is actually good because, as I said, I was in love but she was not, she had a boyfriend), but at some point it bothered me and I asked why we do not hang around anymore. Today we met, talked about the group etc. and she revealed, that she will move soon. I am fucking depressed because of this and even told her that I am sad that we will never see each other again. And I am. Did not tell her about how I feel 'bout her cause she told me already that she wants to move to her home city again in the longterm (where her friend lives) aaand so on. Soo, bascially my situation is: I am really in love, but this whole shit hurts to me and I even made it worse by meeting up and talking because I gave her the feeling that we should hang around again. Wtf did I do. I hate the fact this whole shit happened and I hate the fact I am so attached and have such big Feelings.