Im trying to be confident but it just doesn’t seem to work. Im going on dates but only with women I see as unattractive since I never match with women I’m actually into. I have a fear of rejection, I can compliment someone but that’s as far as I can go. When I see men approach women and they’re attractive men, I get jealous and bitter because I know I cannot compete.

I’ve been trying to read do self improvement and like go on this subreddit for tips and tricks for over a year and have had no luck.