I've been doing this for 3 years. I've had a lot of success in getting laid. Primarily from OKCupid, averaging at least sex with one girl a week for ~2 yrs., however very few nights of cold approach. I went out solo for a few weeks, and then started going out with a friend and had a lot of fun. However, that ended because he took a break to focus on school.

Meanwhile, I haven't been going out doing cold approach because I'm afraid of going solo (even when I wasn't a couple of months ago). I have just been meeting girls from OKcupid.

But somethign is deeply off about my game. Something is off about my psychology. Although I have had a lot of success (same night lays on dates, second night lays at most, and good receptive girls during cold approach although no closes so far because I only did it for a small period), I feel very scarce when a girl flakes on me, or doesn't want to see me after our first date, or just flat-out disappears.

In fact, I become depressed and just look for sex as a way to replenish myself so I can function. I feel exactly how Jeffy feels in RSD Transformations where he says he can have extremely good nights and then the bad nights he throws his television out the window and screams "I suck!".

What he did was take a break from the game. I have considered this but I feel too scarce to take a hiatus. I feel that I will have wasted time not sleeping with girls and improving this area of my life. I know I need therapy, and I am trying to see someone but I don't have insurance and I'm extremely tight on cash.

I like to read TofuTofu's posts on the side bar for inspiration, but I'm wondering what else I should do in this juncture of my life. There's nothing better than having a attractive girl attracted to you, but when I fail I fall into a downward spiral and realize I have a problem that really needs to be fixed.