I've been going out in NYC for the past couple of weekends approaching girls left and right. I've noticed a significant increase in my confidence and ability to socialize with strangers. I like to chat with my bus drivers and the passengers around me if I find a way to do so.

However, this whole mentality that I have, of being myself, of going out and trying out different methods, talking to girls, getting their number, all come from me thinking that they won't rememeber who the fuck I am the next day. I'll become a figment of their imagination tomorrow. I'm still working on becoming who I am.

I'm going to be a senior in college. I have no car and I'll be living off campus with a roommate (cheap rent!). But, I've located my massive massive balls.

So what do I do with this mentality if, in college, people will remember me? Is this just a small fear? I don't know. College is a closed bubble where I'm bound to come across someone I know and whatnot.

Thoughts?