Today while i was going out , i saw guys who are more muscular than me , more wealthy , ..... And i can't just work on myself , because there will be always someone better than you in something, this comparison really messed up my whole personality it literally shut down like i wanted to just go home , i have this mindset that i really can't change even if i work out on myself , i can't accept myself , i see people liking me back , friends, girls .... People really do see something in me that i can't see , and it really messed up my romantic life , it did put me behind of everybody.