This is a drunk message but one that is important nonetheless. Tonight I went out with some family and friends and promised not to "run off with some girl" and I kept to my word. Honestly, I was miserable. I'm still miserable.

Just get out there and open guys. Even if it's 'hi'. I promise you this shit becomes engrained in who you are and not opening people leaves you with a feeling of inadequacy. Blowouts will mean nothing and body language will become second nature. Become the guy you want to be, not who everyone expects you to be. You only live once. I'm unfortunately regretting tonight by taking a vow of silence to strangers.

Sorry about the rambling. Hope there is gold somewhere in here.