Today I did my first direct approach. I've done some shitty indirect approaches that never went anywhere before though. I'm 19, and I've been fearing the cold approach since I was 15. I FINALLY FUCKING DID IT. I've walked past thousands of girls I wanted to approach and regretted it. My biggest fear was embarrassing myself or something. My primal fear of approaching a girl had killed me for 4+years. I especially was scared of what other people think as they are walking past me, judging me.

Today I finally fucking did it after 2 hrs of walking around at a massive shopping center. I direct approached some chick who was with her friend.

My game was pretty weak. I didn't build attraction through a convo (in fact I barely had a convo in the first place), was quite nervous (usually I'm a confident person, but I couldn't comprehend I actually DIRECTLY approached a girl so I wasn't thinking straight), etc.

So yes, I did get rejected. But now I feel fucking proud. Happiest moment of my life maybe. Guess what, as the girl was rejecting me with her line, I saw some guy staring at me as he walked past me, judging me, one of my original fears. And I didn't even give a FUCK. I felt amazing. The feeling of knowing you had the balls to approach is better than any thing. Rejection tasted fucking delicious. Tomorrow I'm going again, and I can't wait to get rejected some more. I am, however, gonna try to improve my game bc this first one was fucking wack.